Further up and further in

How I long to leave myself further and further behind, till I can no longer leap up between truth and what must be done, or obscure right action with my self glory. And if I can't run fast enough away, perhaps I can fly. For God promises to carry me away into truth and wisdom where I find I cannot go due to always stepping in with myself somehow, then finding that, with self, stepping inside just means walking through a door to nowhere. Only when I do not step through with myself is there anything to find.